Jul 10
Ethel Cain Issues Apology for Historic Racist Language Amid Online Smear Campaign
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Transgender musician Ethel Cain, known for her acclaimed album *Preacher’s Daughter*, is facing intense scrutiny following the resurfacing of social media posts from her teenage years. The posts, originating from platforms like Curious Cat and shared widely on Reddit and X (formerly Twitter), include admissions of using the N-word, anti-Latino remarks such as “build that wall!”, and images of Cain wearing a shirt with the phrase “LEGALIZE INCEST” . Other content included fat-shaming and rape jokes, among additional allegations of offensive humor and references to taboo topics .
The controversy erupted after a Reddit user in a Cain-dedicated subreddit shared screenshots dating back to 2017 and 2018, which were then amplified by the X account @herweirdsilas. The posts quickly circulated, intensifying calls for accountability from fans and the broader public .
On July 9, Ethel Cain, whose legal name is Hayden Anhedönia, posted a detailed apology on social media. She confirmed the authenticity of the posts, writing, “That was my account and they were my words. I am truly sorry from the bottom of my heart” . Addressing the LGBTQ+ community and other marginalized groups, Cain stated, “To everyone partaking in this expecting me to address my racist statements in the past, you are completely valid. This statement cannot be everything, but I hope it is a start” .
Cain acknowledged making the posts as a teenager, explaining that she was 19 at the time and “trying to be controversial.” She described her actions as deeply regrettable and expressed her intention to pursue personal growth and education, while also seeking forgiveness from those hurt by her words .
The artist also shared personal trauma she experienced during that period, disclosing that she had been raped by a man twice her age. While Cain did not use this as an excuse for her behavior, she emphasized the complex circumstances of her adolescence and the ongoing impact of that trauma on her life and work .
The LGBTQ+ community’s reaction to Cain’s apology has been mixed. Some have accepted her statement as a meaningful step toward accountability, while others argue that her history of using racist language and other offensive remarks demands sustained reflection and action beyond a single statement .
Cain’s case highlights ongoing challenges in the music industry and the LGBTQ+ community regarding the need to confront racism, ableism, and other forms of discrimination. The resurfacing of historic content has sparked broader discussions about the importance of growth, the possibility of redemption, and the responsibilities artists have to their audiences—especially those who identify with marginalized communities.
Many in the LGBTQ+ community have pointed out that public apologies must be accompanied by tangible efforts to support anti-racist initiatives and to use one’s platform to amplify underrepresented voices. Cain has indicated her willingness to engage in such efforts but has not yet detailed specific plans .
In her statement, Cain also addressed what she described as a “smear campaign” orchestrated by anonymous online accounts. She stated that she is “pursuing legal recourse” against those she claims are amplifying or distorting the controversy for malicious purposes .
The artist’s management has not issued a separate comment. However, Cain herself emphasized her commitment to transparency and to learning from her mistakes. She has called on her supporters and critics alike to hold her accountable as she works to rebuild trust and continue her career as a visible transgender woman in the music industry .
The incident underscores the complexities LGBTQ+ artists face as public figures, particularly when navigating past mistakes under the scrutiny of social media. For many, Cain’s experience serves as a reminder that accountability is an ongoing process, requiring openness, humility, and a willingness to engage with those harmed.
As Cain’s new album *Willoughby Tucker, I’ll Always Love You* is set for release next month, the music industry and LGBTQ+ audiences alike will be watching to see how she follows through on her commitments to personal and communal growth .
